Facebook – September 2, 2012: After spending 32 years in prison and five as a free man, the man who was responsible for building the bomb that killed Brian Murray committed suicide this week. His wife found his body along with a note in their home in Croatia. I wonder if he thought about the lives he altered forever, the boys who never knew their father, the missed possibilities. After waiting so long for it, I wonder what freedom cost him. I’m not sad, nor am I happy that he’s dead, but I feel something, an event that I can’t name. Strange turn of events, this life.